- Magdalena Horvat
Handcuffs
And finally you're here, and want to fall.
My hands handcuff your wrists, yet your
palms don't circle mine, even though I'm
the one standing; you're suspended in air.
Will I let go, will you get hurt if you move
24 stories down? You aren't light, but I do
not mind holding you and telling you all
about the neighbours below. Ella Fitzgerald
lived here once. I used to hear her practising
at odd hours, singing "Didn't mean a word I
said". And when she moved away, Kate Bush
moved in, Ms. I-just-know-that-something-
good-is-gonna-happen. The others I never
knew much; when trains passed, I'd listen
to them instead. I wish you'd never come in
the first place, I knew you'd go straight for
the glass door, and I get vertigo holding you
by your wrists like this, my palms sweaty
already, but how can I let go? You're finally
here, lying to me that falling is flying – that
old familiar fib. But no man ever lands on
his feet; he always breaks, of course, a rib.

